Journal Writing

Journal writing, some people can call it a dairy. Well most people I know make a big deal, that's it's girly. That most men don't write in a journal, but it really helps even when you can't sleep (like me). It really is a great way to spend time. It is also is a great record to have when you have kids. I use to write nonsense in them, things that I never wanted to anyone to see, then I got married. I started to think clearly about future, my future children and how I wanted them to see me. I didn't want them to read my stuff and say things like "how I can't believe that my mom would do that!" "how could she do this?" and many other things. So I started thinking and changing the way I write. So, here I am blogging. Hopefully, I will remember to blog more often. Also, it's my niece's 1st birthday tomorrow. Also, my 19th birthday is on Sunday. I don't know how I feel about that. I do know that my husband plans to get me something...well my family is coming up to Salt Lake and I'm way excited to see them!

Wedding stuff...

Well, here I am at home doing nothing so I thought why not look at pictures from when Matt and I got married. Well let you it was fun. Pictures always provide evidence that something happened right. As we going to bed last which was about 1:00 am... wow that's late. I couldn't fall asleep! That has been the second time I haven't been to fall asleep after midnight! It bugs me, but there is a reason why I'm telling you guys this.  Last night I started to think, sometimes thinking gets the better of me in a bad way, but yesterday was something different! I was thinking GOOD things! It came as a shock to me. I started thinking about my life and every mistake and good thing I have ever done has lead me to this exact point in life where I am now. I would not be married to the sweetest guy if I had made other choices. Also, it not only the choices I've made but the fact that my Heavenly Father has helped me get where I am right now. So, that is why I'm all wedding this and wedding that! I am very grateful for my husband and everything that he does, like when I can't sleep (when I'm thinking horrible thoughts) he stays up even if has work the next day. That's all I have wanted to say today.

P.S. when you get married make sure you do your "Thank You" notes SOON! I haven't started on mine and I feel so bad! Actually I might start them today thinking about! See ya later! :)

Rain, FMA, July 4th, Birthday and 2 months

I woke up today to rain! It was pretty sweet although my husband says it smelled funny, because it is city rain. I however didn't notice it. I honestly love the rain, if I could live somewhere it rained pretty much the whole year I would be extremely happy! For now I live in Salt Lake and it rains in July! I'm not use to that, because I grew up in California, Southern California so we never we NEVER get rain at all. Well, sometimes we get rain. My other half of this post is about FMA (Fullmetal Alchemist) and it has to be the best anime show ever. I have to thank my husband for my obsession with this show. We finished the whole thing so we were all done with all the episodes, then we watched the movie. (The movie was okay, the bad guy was kinda lame, but it had a good ending!) The good thing is that we started the other series, it is a little different, but has somewhat the same story line.

Now on the lines of the 4th of July, my husband and I spent the WHOLE day in our pj's! I know kind of a lame way to spend the 4th, but that's okay. We did play Skyrim a lot. Even though we have to xbox's I kick him off so I can play. We sadly didn't watch the fireworks, because I didn't want to. I feel kind of bad since he wanted to go, but I just wanted to stay home. We could see some from our bedroom, but we just didn't really now where to go. I guess we could have gone to Sugar House, but we didn't. There is always next year right? Well since it is the month of July that means I turn 19 in about 17 days!! I feel kind of old, but also I'm way excited about turning 19. I never really liked the age 18 or the number. Maybe, because no one really takes you serious at that age, but once you turn any other age you gain more of a respect. Well only 17 more days till my birthday! Sweet stuff! Ohhhh.......I almost forgot, I have been married to my husband for 2 MONTHS. I know only, two months but I am so happy about that! I still love more than anything and I love that he gets to come home to me everyday!